Modder and mcreator

Now I'm using the old version of the mcreator because the new mcreator  on 1.7.9 to 1.83 soon 1.8.4 it's too hard to understand because the procedure the way to work is so complex that I cannot understand and I see the tutorials I hear what they're saying I understand that but the way that instruction works that they showing it it's too complex that I cannot understand it how they're doing not only that it's hard to see it with my eyes from far and close because I see different than any other person but if the moderator doesn't understand me what I'm trying to say then I have no other way than use only the old version because then I can learn much better but it means that I cannot do like other things like what I want like biomes dimensions and 3D models can I not make because I cannot find the goods tutorial with the instructions that it works like exactly the same way that it has to work and I mean like that they asked to be in the same timing same way to see it and show it and also tested how it looks like and how you make something in normal way because it's so complex what people show it on the internet that I can not learn if I want something to learn I need a better way to understand and I mean like more show it more doing it and at the same timing that it works in same talking about doing at the same time however if people doesn't understand me what I'm trying to say then I have no other way than use only the old version even if he doesn't listen to me because I cannot make on the new version to understand how it works and the way that the procedure works I don't know whatever you name means I'm not that good at reading but to understand in a reading it's very complex for me so you cannot change my mind to stop with this software because I like it and I loved it to do it but I need something to learn I cannot always doing gaming want the world is for everything to learn and you'll have to understand but if people doesn't understand me then I don't know what I can do on the next generations for the versions like the same as mcreator 2 that it comes out so modelator I hope that you do understand if not then I don't know what I can do but I want you to read very good at this and if you want to contact me in person like on discord or on Skype please leave it down and maybe you can hear my voice because I am good at my talking and my voice but chatting is just for me a bit hard because there are some words that I cannot explain to other people and then people laughing at me making fun of me and then people said you doesn't make any sense so I hope that you do understand if not I don't know what I can do because I can't complaining this every single time and you don't want that