need help

* 1 i can't make a model to make a monster 

* 2 i try to use the model's software and it crashes or gets not file form the models

* 3 i not good at text make into English same in the Netherlands  want can keep learning however it still is bad 

* 4 stop ignoring me and be seriously want can not help it 

* 5 tutorial i won't get it by this reason ((fast-follow basic-in-to-tell-and-show-it)) want i can only be learned it like overdrawing