Klemen modder

Hello modder I want to understand yours tutorials or anything of those things on Wikipedia but those things are very complex even the procedure I have no idea how works even if it's a like pictures or videos but I'm trying to say this they are not real basic if it is real basic I need to see like talking and exactly the same way of doing different that way to use like step by step then I can better understand tutorial then I can understand much better even if you don't get me what I'm saying in my English I just want you to understand that I cannot bring you right now I want to keep up with making a mod but the way that's everything it works now I have no way to understand I just wish that someone can help me someone else really can communicate but the reason that I also want to tell you how can I learn how to make a Minecraft mod and explain of my own Minecraft mobs if I don't know how to do it if I don't know how to make gread or better what understands of anything and I know that you don't listen to me but give me a chance to talk to you in person so that I can let you understand me much better if you have no time off it please I just want to talk to you I just want to understand of both of us and you can decide what you want but I love your Mcreator but I not good at this kinda math or logic or OBJ or json but I cannot understand I still cannot understand this how it works even if I use old versions I still can't not come far like other people o your website even try use discord there no one get me on my point of leve that can not in that way and way I did learn make mods is just finding out how work but there point that people won't get me of mod and what the details of it like if look at other people of there creator mind of there mind I see everything like good and great mods that I can not keep up with them I well always be alone like in my real life that I don't have friends however I just want people better understand me if can not do thing I don't understand I can't not always play games in 24/7 days and have no around with play  there no one understands on this way how can talk to someone on internet there want to play with me I can't not can ways be alone and have nothing greatful and try every day something new please understand I try my best to do something new I can not explain on the chat if am not good at it not how English it way speak to you and other if my English and Netherlands are both bad even o try so very hard I want something new I want mew learn something that can do for my life I don't know how I can how can with my life and keep up growing in new ways that I don't understand or don't get thing that don't know about it because it about my way speak to you and other people on the internet yes there nothing wrong with it just that can't not sit around trying something new in my life I need learning more then simple things that I don't understand and do other way and I mean if follow you same way of steps by step that follows it then understand much better but I know you are too busy like everyone else on there life and I have play games and learning nothing new in my life sometimes I hate to be this way if I just want someone understand how can life for it how can learn from it that why I want use mcreator to learn more of it if I can't not learn things that I don't understand how can do it tell how do you feel if you are handicap with cogen syndrome and artistic and try so hard but if you want to talk to me at call please this my discord TYprincejack223#1913 if not then you can do what you have do please understand me if try my best way can explain and only my chat is bad way