mcreator 1.7.9 to 1.8.3

welp there is no way i can undersand the version want i do't get it so i am stuck whati can do and i can't make mod if can not follow someone same timeline no i can't not undersand videos and i can not ask help want no really get me what i am talk about even if try like this there way i can not make mod wanti don't all the name in in way of this version and what i it do for me want i only know undersand of old vesions of mcreator butit seems thati canot keep up with people on here like say it i can watch video but then i forget or if is small sceen on mcreator i can not just undersnad but i also can not good readig it whati every options mean or how to work and i keep say this but the *modder* of this webside cano .t get me even i keep repeting buti get nothing thati like i try ask pepole of discord buti more good at call and still people don't get my words and i love mcreator doing as for learn new thing but now i can't do nothing for the other years  that comes for me so i don't knoow what i can do i want to learn something new but no hear me  so i don't know whati can do and pls try it read wanti not good at spell in words in the line i do speak english and netherlands but my reading and spell line in words i just  not good i can't help it and there way that you can help with that i can do.