hey pls hear me

My English is not so great but I want to tell you that I can use my phone to translate it much more but the issue is that the website of this community cannot always can understand me but luckily I have my use my email to use my phone to translate it what I'm saying what my voice but that is not the issue

The problem is that I cannot make models and mobs and construction the way that mcreator of use new events because I cannot understand that and it's really hard to learn once I have never learnt that kind of math so even if I use the old version it's still very hard to make some models and those tutorials are not really basic because I looking at YouTube they're not fully greatly understand once if I really want to learn about that I need some more details and explaining of how to do it and how to make it but if I looking at YouTube or this way that it tutorials use I see more like advanced because the way that the mcreator videos is hard to see what they're saying if I really want to learn about that it has to be with the same object and what I mean about the same object how or what I have to use or what is the kind of math but easily that is just not so understanding is that people will not understand me to the way of chatting even that a moderator on this website have no time but cannot help me that I am a handicap and I want to know learn new staff that's why I choose in for this website to do something what I can do but it's not easy to understand me that's why I let myself contact on discord YTprincejack223#1913 and it's not funny It's not great that no one I can understand me because I don't have really friends in my own country even that I am in Netherlands I still have no friends that can help me and it doesn't matter how I have to learn English because I can't forget it and there are people at helping me but that cannot ing do about it this is what it is so please moderator can you understand this and people of the community can you understand this if not then I don't know if you can understand me once how can I learn after new basic of way of mcreator if new versions comes out 

In about tutorials it has to be like this way that I'm going to explain it simply first if you want to make a tutorial make it sure that you clearly understand for other people just like doing at the same time with talking at the same time so can people understand you much more easier but the way that is tutorials use right now is not understandable phone me at all the time and I need some basic explanation of more words of same object